-"What do you do when you feel you love someone too much but you know this person will never love u back?"
-"difficult question... well...you get away..."
And the advice a friend of mine had given me, all of a sudden started to make more sense than it ever did before... because even when you know this is the answer... there's no way you're going to follow that advice until you actually realize that's the solution...
Getting away from him, from his sweet smell, his kind hearted hands, his beautiful soul now didn't seem as it always did in my dreams... impossible... and my uncontrollable wish to be near him, his fair eyes, his soft touch, his warm embrace now seemed to fade... into the mist of my lonely mornings, it appeared to be washed away by my endless thoughts of a perfect Sunday and not as impossible as my heart had made me believe.
And I still see him in my dreams, he still visits me in my thoughts... his perfect face, his awesome gaze, the ones that have made me believe I can't be without him...
His kind heart and all the thoughts up in his mind, and all the moments we ever shared will forever be deep in my heart and I'll give fate a chance to see that in this big old heart of mine there is a girl, who'll always be eternally, the little girl who always dreamed to touch your soul, to feel your hands holding her face, to feel your heart so close to mine and understand the reason why your heart denies what you may know will make you smile...
Lesson is:
Sometimes its easier to follow an advice before you realize
that it's too late to make your stubborn heart believe in
something that your mind might say it's real...
